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| Life... is good
i am going to miss this lack of stress in my life.. sooo much when i go to UWO.. and YES,, as an update. God got me to WESTERN. where i origianlly wanted to attend : ).. maybe not the program i wanted. but defenitely the school which is important also since the program is in that school!.. so if anyhting, i can switch over :T
im soo lucky that i have this whole summer to really enjoy myself and relax... though i acutally wished that i could have income instead of using my parents mooney =[.. thats probably the only thingg..
so far, many things have happened, mainly all very good, interesting and not to mention, FUN.
things im working on though, is discipline and self-control, because ive realized how much i lack.! and how can i step into uni like this??...its asking for trouble, so i really praypraypray i wont be corrupted in the land of corruption ( western) but shine and illuminate Gods love... i have confidence :) i can do it, as long as Christ gives me strength ;D
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| this is the worst time to blog, but i really had the urg to speak about this past yr.
i cant believe all the stuff that has occured in the past yr. yet it went by all so qucikly that my small mind cant recall all the memories!... i've never cried so much since i was a baby. till this yr. the stress and depression, but yet, this has by far been the best yr of my life, and i know it will get tougher, and it will get better :) .. more rewarding days and tough days.
God, you've disciplined me, and i know that even though i havent gotten accepted to the place I want to go.. all i want is to go where YOU want me to go. : ) i'm satisfied. and i STILL hae faith in YOu, for i'm in your safee safe hands. how better can life be?!
you've alraedy raised my marks substaintially and i know all that has happened would not have happened without you. LORD you've beeen way too gracious to me. some times... to much love just hurts <3
:T THNAK YOU PAPPS, <3
now my eldest sister is back, we're all a family once again, but i relaly hop ethat these last 3-4 months will truely be charished for its relaly the EVER LAST TIME that we'll ever be living together as a family. by the time i come out from uni. my sisters might be married or working elsewhere.. so i hope i can live with joy and charish these days <3 ! and oh, i know my paretns will miss the noisiness in the house... i pray Lord you be with them and let them have tons of fun with thier friends : ) !!!
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susan boyle, evolution. i love her voice. when i watch all these britians got talent sutf.f. i starttearing! :O
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Dan's right.. i rmb in Longlac he said once.. hah " so, what if God came down and asked you why you didnt enjoy the food He provided you, what're you gonna say?! huh?" lol something ike that iduno. for all those girls who care about their weight, we all gotta think, why are we ding this to ourselves? you gotta enjoy what God gave you, : ) Susan Boyles a good rolemodel of that. andi realizd all these ppl. like jon and kate +8.. all CHRISTIANS <3 :D woho!
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so im stil up trying to finish this valedictorian form. sooooooooo tired.my toughest competition... leon ! hah but i'd be sooo happy if he won : ) and so proud non the less :D
It really doesnt matter if i get it... not a big deal to mee, God, what ever happens its in your will, thats why i have nothing to worry about, ill be happy with whatever your plan is : D
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| (once again, evangels blog made me wanna blog HAH )
I feel like i'm looked at in all different aspects... it is so hard to comprehend how much ways ppl can look at you .
Its true. P.Arthur said.. only if gossip will stop the church will be abundantly loving and caring.. I am a victim, but only because i am guilty as God said.
I only long for others not to judge, therefore i must first not judge others. Its a hard lesson to learn. Even if i never say what i want to say and keep it to myself, People can see it in your eyes.. atleast I can see it in others eyes... this world is a tough world... but I'm reminded by Godin James 3.. talks about how the same tongue praises and curses those made in God image which is deadly and soon God speaks about to make for thers allowances
... may continuee later. .. so tired..
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| after reading evangels blog, made me wanna blog :D
three days of school past
. and i'm feeling the torturous physical, mental and phychological forshadowing mania of :
- struggles, pains, stress, growth, butterflies, worries.
BUTTTTTT.. God is amazing. helped me "prep" for this coming year with very comforting words and cares and freinds....
-#1 and only GOD> most caring and loving ever for the verses, devo's, quiet times, and meditation, relaxation
- thanks renee for just slaping my face and telling me everyone is busy and shares the pain .. you probably dont even know yuo did it!.. and it wasnt done in the summer, hahh
- thanks jto for the enocuraing caring wallet card i love it.
- esther, for alwys praying for me!
so this year. my goal is to stop being anxious, but instead pray!
this summer has been amazing .. spent tons of time with renee
got a job that i thought i would never get in the last half of the summer
life experiences at native reserve for STM
tongues
tobermory, beautiful flower pots and clifts
ponders
korean food ( i just ate it tonight too)
proj t.
softball
new fidings... *coughcough*
God tested my faiith last thurs. .. doing what is right, and still trusting your life with Him, no matter the threats or endings . doing what is right, shows that yuo're a child of God .
lots to come, and TRustinG in God is my main priority :)
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| hello!
march is a wonderful month ! :] so many breaks, tons of fun and yeah!
didomi program yesturday was, SHARING, around 19 were present! praise the Lord :] and so started with worship and then "honey i love you" .. as an icebreaker, then we went into sharing, about TC what happened there, and so ppl started to share,
it was truely so humbling and touching when a gr9, first yr at tc shared about his feelings at TC and how he's a really shy person, and yet at TC, he had to let go of his burst of love for God, and though "raising up a hand to praise the lord" may seem like a small thing for others to do, it was a LARGE step for him to get out of his shell for God ! :] halleluuujahhh hah
then another person totally stood out, first year at tc, gr 12. he had an incredible testiomny that just overwhelmed me to the point that i was at the urge of tears. i cant repeat his testimony very well, but here it comes..everyone around him, cousins, grandpa, fmaily etc. all that he knows is buddist, and he was very honest while speaking to us about his first impression on tc, he said that it was werid singing praises to someone called "God" one that he doesnt relaly know about, but by the end of the TC he accepted Christ, and felt so good to praise His Name. cherring for others teams was awsome though he wanted to win lol and the following happened:
-when art did the altar call, noone went,but he really wanted to go, so he got the guts and pulled a freind with him
- he started cry, unknowingly, a few moments later, the altar was filled, everyone on their knees
- their coach praying behind them, in tongues! the coach couldntcontrol his body, yet shaking, his eyes shut, everything was frozen, after speaking in tongues, the coach, still with eyes shut said loudly" i cant move!, help me" and so ppl surrounded him and prayed for him.. soon after 10mins, they were able to push him to his side, as he laid on the ground and he got his concience back and he was no longer shaking and stoped sweating etc
- coach whispered Gods calling to him, all that happened at TC. he said he couldnt deny what happened and that God is real and has a plan for him and he accepted Christ,
alot of things happend to this boy, he's one of the only ppl i acutally know that accepted Christ even though everyone around his is a strong buddist and etc. such courage from the Holy spirit. :] its so miraculous
didomi continues to grow with numbers daily because of Gods grace, pray for our humbleness and Gods work at PETHS :]
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